Thinking the World of being at my wit's end


I still wana live my everysec for you
before my own space of my life melts....

You are never after my own heart to feel the same..
If it were, it would have changed you by this time....

Probably your absence makes my heart grow fonder all the time for u
Though I no a disaster waiting to happen......
I was as thick as mince..

Fainted heart will never won its true blue.....

I swept off my feet but failed myself to convey the same due to obsession

It was too early to fall in love,I would have waited until
you have been around the block a time or two..

But I dint wait for some auspicious date/time/moment wateva
just happened out of the blue
I felt it Off the top of my head.....

I never showered my feeling on you to
get cupboard love but a true blue...

I tried my dead level best
Wishing that I might have acrack at it some day..

Lastly!!!....

I had my fill.. .It Fizzled out
I cried my eyes out but
you don have aheart to listen to it....

My wishes hung by athread..
I was rooted to the spot.....

Once and for all I reached a happy medium
 to fulfill atleast others wish
as I have aheart to feel for them...
 I cant b like u...

I'm pouring oil on troubled waters after all its my own life..
I no i'm running aganist my grains

But I have to grin n bare it...

Though i'm out of sorts ..have to move on...
'm a dream running out of my sleep which wont belong to any eye ...

There was no fault of yours n I never cursed you..
you are always hanging as a moon....

Inspite of evrything I loved you with all my true heart :)
Its me the stupid indeed.....its my funeral

yesterdays dreams and todays wishes
will never come together the other day..
Mirages are dead in the water I cant lead my journey with them


End of story!!
 
Still and all wishing that some day in your life time Journey
 you might bring me to your mind
 
Wish you all Success in whatever you do
 
yours forever!!!!

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